4.19.2010

the beat is

BYE FOREVER STATS. (assuming I pass. which I hope I do.)

4.12.2010

face up

The times you don't want to wake up, 'cause in your sleep it's never over when you give up.
The sun is always going to rise up. You need to get up.. gotta keep your head up.
Look at the people all around you.
The way you feel is something everybody goes through.

4.11.2010

complete me

Math makes me sleepy. Especially solving differential equations!! LAPLACE TRANSFORM!! MECHANICAL OSCILLATOR!! DIMENSIONAL ANALYSIS!! SECOND-ORDER LINEAR CONSTANT COEFFICIENT EQUATIONS!!


*math explosion*


and now back to studying as I have an exam early tomorrow morning.

4.07.2010

the phoenix alive

It's exam time! That means eating a lot of instant noodles, sleeping a lot and spending even more time on Facebook, YouTube and other useless sites. My exam schedule this term is really relaxed. I only have three exams, which are spaced about 1 week apart. Unlike previous terms, I don't feel excited about starting co-op next term. I feel like it's just something I have to do. Usually I get really excited and look forward to working again, but I guess I am getting used to the whole co-op thing.

The other day I got really depressed for no reason. I am not sure why, or maybe I do. Little things seem to trigger it. I was really down the entire day. I don't know whether or not this is normal or if I should see someone about it. I went out for a run at 12 am and it seemed to make me feel a lot better, however. I am never satisfied with myself and what I have.

As I write this, I am finishing up my Tim Horton's coffee! I hope I win $10,000!!!!!! (Although I always say that...)

I am currently listening to The Phoenix Alive by Monarchy. It makes me want to get up and dance.

Update: I got "Please Try Again" on my coffee. DAMN!

3.21.2010

saviour

Just when you feel like depression has finally lost hold of you, it creeps up unexpectedly and takes control over you once again.

It's wearing me out.

3.20.2010

the worse it gets

It seems I haven't blogged in forever. I blame this on school!

As a random side note, as I write this, I am currently listening to The Worse It Gets by Penguin Prison.
I am in love with this song. Delightful mix of electro, pop and synth.

It has been quite a fun and eventful school term. I've met new people both in and outside of class and have gotten to explore Waterloo much more than previous terms. I hate to admit it, but I'm starting to get comfortable living in this little city. Having said that, I am definitely looking forward to being in Toronto for another work term this summer!

I am so tired right now. I spent all of last night dancing. My friends and I first went to Starlight, which had really bad music last night. The last time I went was on a Saturday, and it had better music (electro, euro, house) but on this Friday night it was music that was not fun to dance to. As a result, we went to Ren which had music that was much more danceable.

An H&M opened at Conestoga Mall in Waterloo on Thursday. I went on opening day hoping there were sales and free stuff, but all I got was a huge crowd (it's like people have never seen an H&M in their entire life) and a long and annoying line up for the fitting rooms.

It has been really nice outside for the past few days, but today is just one of those gloomy and cloudy days. I hope it doesn't rain. I want some frozen yogurt. I think I'm addicted to it.

12.06.2009

dance in the dark

So I saw Lady GaGa when she came to Toronto about a week ago and it was AMAZING! I AM SO MUCH MORE IN LOVE WITH HER NOW!!! She is one fierce performer! And her vocals were still good by the end of the entire show!! And her dancers.. ugh.. they were SO HOT.

My work term is coming to an end and I've been going out a lot in the last few weeks. All the co-ops think we're never going to see each other again so we've been hanging out a lot. But for the ones who I am close with, I think we will probably end up hanging out on campus anyway.

Last night I planned a classy dinner night out with two of my favourite co-ops at work but it was a TOTAL BUST! First of all, we froze our asses off trying to find the damn place (Peridot in Yorkville). But worst of all, when we got there, we realized no one actually made reservations and the restaurant was all booked out last night so we ended up not getting in!! It was quite upsetting. We ended up going to Jack Astors instead which was fun because we got to be extra annoying and loud, which we wouldn't be able to do at a fancy restaurant. *Sigh* maybe I'm not mature enough to go out and have a classy dinner.

Although the work term is coming to an end I am excited for:
a) holidays!
b) HOLIDAY SALES+++
c) a new school term (which I will regret once I realize I have to go to classes and do EXAMS)

p.s. I hate WEIRD, SMELLY, LOSERY and TRY-TO-BE-WELL-DRESSED-AND-TRIES-TO-COPY-THEIR-SUPER-FABULOUS-AND-MORE-INTELLIGENT-BITCH-PLEASE-DON'T-GO-THERE-ROOMMATE-BUT-FAILS-MISERABLY boys who pick up new hobbies (playing guitar) because they think it will make them more attractive.